I AM

I am not your sad story
I am not your claim to fame

I am not your one mistake
I am not taking the blame

I am not your big regret
I am not your shame to carry

I am not your misfortune
I am not your cemetery

I am my own sense of hope
I am my laughter's chime

I am my own dreamcatcher
I am taking my time

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Hands become preoccupied
Eyes looking self-satisfied
Mind caught in a riptide
Heart is over qualified
Want becoming dignified
Bodies lost in suicide

What Have You Done...

You feel hopeless and haunted
Is this what you wanted

The world is falling around you
And I don't know what to do

I cant hurt you or hate you
Is this what we've come to

Too many words left unsaid
Feel it with your eyes instead

If your soul seems to care
Why cant your heart get there

Whens the line gonna give
Whens it time for love to live

Gotta save myself from you
Before I've done what I cant undo

Broken record, Same old song
Jealousy lays where joy belongs

FUCK YOU in big words

This obliteration of association is a demonstration of imitation foundation.

My imperfections in the situation are nothing in comparison to your declaration and glorification of the inception of humiliation and scrutinization your "explanation" has caused.

Your condemnations and approximations to my calculations and interpretations have a flirtation of being an inspiration to the beautification of me.

The evaporation and disconnection of emotion and devotion have made the intoxication of rejuvenation a sensation to my disposition.

There will never be a duplication of question as to the condition of ruination you tried to commit.

My opposition to the composition of devastation your proclamation was, has made the complication of exhaustion a condition for intermission...

My heart is protected and disconnected from the obligation, obstruction and persecution of you.

This compilation of words is clarification of my resignation for caring about the situation when it comes to you.

When You Walked Away

What could I do

What could I say

To make you change your mind

To make you stay



Theres nothin I'd rather see

Than you standin next to me

Theres no place I'd rather be

Than next to you, Why cant you see



I can tell from the look in your eyes

That you're full of so many lies

But if forgiveness is what you need

Then tell me somthin that I can believe



You changed it all

When you walked away

We're not the people

We were yesterday

Hiding The Hurt

Looking in the mirror

Futures mixed with past

Memories of pain

Have a tendancy to last



Every happy feeling

Has an underlying pain

And once I think its left

the core of it still remains



Keep moving forward is the

Comment everyone makes

But empty feelings inside me

Are something my heart cant take



I've chosen to bury the hurt

Way down deep inside

But as hard as I try to bury

The harder it is to hide

Hush...

Little Baby

Listen to the words I say

Little Baby

Soon the hurt will go away



Until then hold your head high

Let the tears fall and dry

Oh little baby

Its gonna be okay

I promise it will someday



I wish I could take away the suffering

I wish I could take away everything

But I dont hold the magic

To take away pain that quick



Little Baby

Your heart will find someway

Little Baby

To move on and find your way

Craving A Dream

By: S.Cain

I crave the touch
You once gave to me
I want it as much
As eyes long to see

Stolen moments of time shared
For an instant it was there

My body was cold
You had a fever
Your hand was to hold
You made me a believer

In the warmth of your heart
From your touch at the start

Running up and down
Caressing my face
Eyes a hazel brown
Bodies layed in place

Reach in darkness to find
All thats been left behind

In time gone by
Remember the day
Beginning a sigh
Forgetting the way

You held me once all night long
My dream turned into a song...

Sleepless Nights

Got something I need to say
Need to get this off my chest
And After my souls conveyed
Then maybe my mind can rest

If I could go back in time
Who would I choose to blame
Its not a victimless crime
Because its what I became

Wasted Ink, Wasted Tears
Wasted Words, Wasted Fears
You know I'm always here
So Dont let me disappear

I picked up her shattered dreams
You destroyed with just one breath
I tried to sew back the seams
Of the life you put to death

I'm not broken anymore
I'm just a little battered
A feeling I cant ignore
As if it even mattered

Was It... Is It...

Was It...
Was it wrong for me to be your friend for so long in the hopes we could be more...
Was it wrong for me to like you for you but wish you could be what I wanted you to be...
Was it wrong for me to change myself into the idea of what I thought you wanted...
Was it wrong for me to be so angry with you for ignoring how much I enjoyed your company...
Was it wrong for me to hurt you to protect myself from letting you hurt me...
Is it wrong to want you back so much only after I've seen you wanted someone else...
Is it wrong for me to be sad for what I miss only after you say you want another...
Is it wrong for me to be so upset for losing something I created in a dream...
Is it wrong for me to hate myself only after working up the courage to speak to you and findng you gone...
Is it wrong for me to need you so bad only because I need someone...
Is it...